Mar 30, 2007

Mercy Killing

I cut my relationship with someone who used to be my oldest friend here. Everything was going down hill strating about a year ago, and nothing seemed to improve. I couldn't leave this relationship dying anymore, having to deal with any what ifs. I took a deep breath, pushed on the "send" button, and the bleeding creature that was our friendship died before you could say "femalla il kareem".

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Now I am sorry, but not regretful. I can only wish it had ended differently (Keyword: ended).

6 comments:

BLaSha said...

{hugs}
tha's life

eshda3wa said...

oh well, ppl come ppl go
hope u dnt feel 2 bad

Yasamin said...

wow how completely freaking depressing but hey... you have to do what's right for you as a human being with a soul.

cant let the negativity take over.

Shousha said...

I feel u. Its been a while for me, and there were so many "wat if's" and "if only's".

"if only"..

It's so hard to say goodbye, no matter wat the circumstances are.

AyyA said...

Sometimes one got to do what one got to do; I hope it’s for the best. Missed you :D

UzF said...

blasha, eshda3wa, yasamin, and shousha

thanks dear friends,
your words of comfort brought me comfort =)

Ruby!!
nawar il blog :) mashala 3omrich 6weel, the other day i was laughing at a comment you left on kila ma6goog's blog - about halaga in MPs.. lol i miss you too :)